The inner life
Mon, 06 Dec 2004 Filed in:
Journal
What is the power of the imagination?
As I was watching the movie “Polar Express”, and feeling amazed by
it all — the wonderful landscapes revealed to my eye, landscapes of
fantasy and dream — I began to feel in my heart that these things
must, in some way, be real. I make them real, whenever I allow my
spirit to soar in those imagined realms. Watching creative films
like these makes me feel as if I’m taking a journey deep into
myself. It made me wonder, yet again, what exactly constitutes the
Real. If it is whatever has a consistent affect upon us, then ideas
are no less real than stone. The main difference is that stone
exists in the material world, thought in the human world: the
kingdom of the soul. Reflecting back, I find that as a child, I
practically lived in that world: seeing gold mines instead of creek
beds, communicators instead of watches, spaceships in place of
bicycles. There were two complete domains, one superimposed over
the other: the world of awe and wonder, and the mundane substrate
that was its seed, around which the other grew. As the years
passed, I left that first world behind, its colors, its mysteries,
its treasures and hopes. They were replaced by the religion of
science, and the great law of determinism. No more did ancient
beasts take wing when the birds flew, or jungle cougars stalk in
the form of my neighborhood cat. What was that world? Did I too
quickly allow it to be named unreal? Because, although its
treasures were accepted by no banker in the real world, what they
did buy brought my heart much happiness and joy — which would seem
a far rarer currency these days than gold. I begin to wonder if
that land was the fabled Eden, that my knowledge slowly cast me
from. In exchange for the commodity of other’s words to approve my
maturity, did I give up on the Kingdom of God, which Christ tells
us lies “within you”? I do not question the value of the practical
world in keeping the body alive, and serving as a ground for our
hopes and aspirations. But what of the sky into which those hopes
yearn to fly? Perhaps that heaven lies within: where other planets
dance, and fairer stars shine with their fey lights. Watching films
and reading books, I am recalled to that world. I know that trains
cannot fly, but I also know that it can when my imagination gives
it wings. What I see with my inward eye is often what touches my
heart the most, turning it from a mere pump into an organ of love,
and dreams, and a subtle, radiant power. Perhaps we are meant to
have two lives, one inner and one outer; to see with two visions,
and aim at two sets of goals in life. We stand astride two
kingdoms: one of the body, and one of the mind. Both have their
effect upon us. Who is to say which is more real? if we judge by
the power of each to change us, rather than by simply what submits
to measure. What is made in the outer world can be tested by the
limits of that world, but it takes a ruler of a much different kind
to gauge what is possible in the other. I think human beings have a
real inner life, which is the true undiscovered country. As all the
storybooks say, it’s belief that takes us there. And while the
outer world may be our horse and carriage, the ultimate destination
lies within.