Reflections on Khidr
Thu, 17 Aug 2006 Filed in:
Journal
As I pondered the story of Khidr again
(search for “Khidr” here if some background is needed), a new
thought came to me: The actions of Khidr are used to demonstrate
the full reach of God’s wisdom whenever He undertakes an action.
However, the Prophets of God — who represent His Vicegerents on
Earth — never act in a manner similar to Khidr. That is, Khidr does
as He does because God’s wisdom is deeper than we can fathom; yet
the doings of the Prophets of God fall mostly within the limits of
man’s comprehension: They by-and-large refrain from acts which
would seem unjust to our eyes. Why does Khidr appear to act as a
free agent — his actions framed only within God’s understanding —
while the Prophets follow a pattern of action mostly in conformance
with our own understanding? My first thought was that we wouldn’t
listen if They did otherwise: if They acted beyond our grasp. But
then again, we don’t really listen anyway. And moreover, we’re
repeatedly warned against judging Them according to our own moral
standards, because such judgments can only confirm as truth the
same truths they were founded on to begin with. Such a cycle simply
does not allow for the entirely new. It’s quite a puzzle, actually.
We develop a model of life based on the hodgepodge we were brought
up with, knowing full well it’s riddled with holes by the time
we’re teenagers. We patch it up with our own experience, we mend it
and sew the tears, trying to reach an acceptable compromise with
our fellow beings by the time we’re adults. Then a Messenger comes
with something completely new — however much the core principles
might remain the same. It’s too dangerous just to replace
everything we’ve worked on, because who knows what the end result
will be? So we cautiously compare note by note, to see if the
effects of the new teachings will be profitable or damaging. But
here lies the problem: our understanding of what is profitable or
damaging is a key concept of our own morals! We’ll only let through
what we can recognize as good — even though “recognition” requires
that what we’re looking at *not* be new at all. The end result is
that nothing really new can enter our lives until we accept a bit
of madness and try it, damn the consequences. Yet not every
“Messenger” is what they claim to be. Arbitrarily substituting
moral codes, without fully knowing the merits of the author, can be
worse than never accepting anything new in the first place. It’s
quite a risk, causing many to avoid the problem and go neither
route: just stick with what mostly works — even if that something
is barely suitable for the ever-changing times we live in. Were
Khidr to cross our paths at some point, He would forcibly insert
the good, acting in ways to defy every code we know that God’s Will
might work toward some unseen benefit. We would have to reject
Khidr, constantly, in direct proportion to our faith in our private
credo. Only a faithless man would laugh no matter the outcome. The
Messengers, however, cross our paths but do not forcibly insert
Their Teachings. They craft them into a pill we can actually
swallow — if we put a will behind it. But do we? And how do we
ferret it out from what everyone else would love to shove down our
throats? Having the freedom to override moral codes would be the
fantasy of any despot. So maybe the Messengers act within our
bounds, not because the Will of God is constrained by us, but in
order to make it possible. Perhaps the truths we receive are in
direct proportion to our willingness to be offended by the pursuit
of them. We may all be standing at the Ocean of Life, but each has
his own straw. O Son of Beauty! By My spirit and by My favor! By My
mercy and by My beauty! All that I have revealed unto thee with the
tongue of power, and have written for thee with the pen of might,
hath been in accordance with thy capacity and understanding, not
with My state and the melody of My voice. — Bahá’u’lláh