The point of it all
Sun, 23 Jul 2006 Filed in:
Journal
I have been thinking lately that
material things satisfy us only because their reality draws from a
deeper Source. What brought this to a point for me is a statement
by Bah’u’llh, where He projects God as saying to humanity: O Son of
Light! Forget all save Me and commune with My spirit. This is of
the essence of My command, therefore turn unto it. This is one of
my favorite statements of His, and I say it to myself each night
before going to bed. What does He mean to “Forget all save Me and
commune with My spirit”? It would seem to suggest dispensing with
all consciousness of the world, to reach a purer consciousness of
“My spirit”. But in other places He rejects asceticism entirely, so
I don’t believe He means for us to turn away from the one reality
we know, to point ourselves toward one we can know nothing of. I’m
beginning to think that by “spirit” He means that which makes this
world come to life (in the same way our own spirit makes our bodies
come to life): it’s Quality. After all, there is somehow a
difference between a mere collection of atoms and a *refreshing*
glass of water. Material forms have a capacity to lift our spirits,
but my question is: how do they have this capacity? I understand
that light stimulates photoreceptive cells in my eye, which
stimulate electrochemical signals throughout the neurons of my
brain — but at what point does this chain of events end in the
experience of beauty? What final chemical, or electric charge, is
it that comprises the transporting feel of great art? I think these
base media are simply carriers. They bring to us a message — albeit
filtered by the limits of each medium. But no matter how reduced
from its original perfection Quality may become — whether in the
form of a drink of water, a painting, a chocolate bar — the
underlying character of its manifestation is always the same. Take
light, for example. Most of our light originates from a blinding
source too far away to grasp. It illuminates everything
indiscriminately, yet is reflected from each place according to the
nature of that place. Although the manifestations of light are
unique in themselves, the underlying properties of its illimunation
remain the same. That is, some places reflect the light in a manner
closer to its pure form, such as mirrors, while others absorb most
of its energy, presenting us with a silhouette of darkness. Yet
what reaches our eyes in every case are those original quanta of
energy from our faraway star. However filtered, the essential
properties of the light remain undisturbed: in effect, everything
we see when we go outside is the Sun, seen through a lens of
Earthly form. Now if we are beings meant to commune with the
potentialities of God’s spirit, then it is with that Spirit we
should form our closest bond. Continuning the analogy of light to
spirit: A painter may use a brush and canvas, but his real task is
carving the light, so as to present what it’s capable of revealing.
The pen and paper are not significant in themselves — however
important in their role as media — it’s the Reality conveyed by
their means which is the *raison d’etre*. One could even suggest
that such a being discount the medium entirely, until they have
transcended its utility — beyond, to what it serves to manifest.
“Forget all save Me and commune with My spirit”. Bah’u’llh
statements now suggest to me that all things reflect His spirit,
but we should never get caught up in the things themselves. Rather,
penetrate them, move with the eye of the soul beyond their
immediate appearance, until one reaches what they were created to
convey. Another example of this is found in watching a television
program. Assume it’s a good program; a great program! Something
which moves you and causes you to experience a genuine beauty.
First, there is the television signal transmitting the program.
Since it’s invisible to you, there’s no way for it to reach you or
touch you. A television is required. Thus, by necessity, we bring
in the physical medium of the television. One may even love their
television, but in fact it only serves to bring those programs into
the scope of your vision. Let’s say the television is a bit old: it
has scratches on the screen, it’s dusty. As you watch, you might
get distracted by these things. You may want another television
altogether. But if you concentrate on the program you’re watching,
it’s funny how all these minor flaws quickly disappear. Soon, no
matter how tiny or beat up or black and white your television may
be, it becomes all about the program. Yet even the program is only
a form of expression. There are sets, actors, dialog, etc. One
could get caught up even here: attracted to a beautiful actor,
disturbed by another’s voice. But if the material of the program is
really worth it, even these are passed in your mind: you focus
deeper, to what the program is about, to the ultimate message
beneath. In the end, if all of these stages of manifestation are
passed beyond, and the heart is filled and the soul informed, then
all of these physical realities will have served their purpose: of
bringing you into connection with something you deeply desire. To
get there requires bridging each of the gaps placed in your way,
all of the physical obstacles in the way of spiritual experience.
But it’s not that these obstacles don’t belong between you and the
experience — they are even necessary to it! But depending on your
point of view, they may or may not get in the way. I think what
Bah’u’llh says in this quote is that the world is only a vehicle,
much like an Existential Television. It uses matter and form to
present a message to us, for the sake of our souls. How much we
receive of that Message is directly up to us, and deeply we choose
to look.