Our own reflection is invisible
Mon, 01 Jan 1996 Filed in:
Journal
If I were placed in a room with no
reflecting surfaces, it would be impossible for me, using only my
eyes, to behold my own face. This would result in a situation in
which the organ of sight, the heart of sight, is imperceptible to
itself. Perhaps in a similar way, God, Who is the Author of
consciousness, is experienced by our consciousness, although never
perceived. Mirrors exist to reflect back to the organ of sight its
particular nature; but where is the God mirror, by which we of
created reality can look back and witness the operation of our own
awareness? Thus there is a permanent remove, since consciousness
cannot truly apply its abilities back to its own self. What does
our tongue taste like? How does the inner part of our nose smell?
There is no inversion possible, of the acting agent upon the actor,
when the reality of that thing defined by its action. Removing the
eye ball from its socket, we could then examine it, but not by
using the faculty we just gave up. Likewise, it may be that
realization of God’s essence would imply the cessation of our
existence. We are not greater beings of which our consciousness,
like an eyeball, is a mere part. For us, awareness *is* the eye,
and is also our whole being. This implies that stepping outside the
boundaries of our awareness would be no different from complete
negation.