Other forms of memory
Mon, 01 Jan 1996 Filed in:
Journal
When we can’t remember something, but
we know what it isn’t, this is a sign of a different kind of
memory. We learn something, and forget it, but remain touched. We
can feel our way to an answer, independent of rational processes.
The result of an experience may linger, and guide our reactions,
even when we are not thinking about it. Things we’ve seen and
forgotten are replayed in our dreams. We can have a dull sense of
prognostication about the future, or the “sense” of a person, but
this happens in the flash of an instant, before time for thought
even begins. The course our life takes over the span of a year may
be vastly different from the course we choose day to day. There are
things we fear we’ll do — almost *know* we’ll do — and then we
watch ourselves, in hindsight, cleverly bring them about. The
“flavor” of our life can greatly outlast the emotional changes of a
single day. Years can go by, and yet a smell or word can bring back
instantly the sense of who we were back then. Without working to
create it, there is here a great reservoir of thought and memory
that we fail to credit as “real”.