Judging life
Mon, 01 Jan 1996 Filed in:
Journal
How do we judge life, as a quality? Is
it merely a question of a functioning brain and heart, or why would
we look on invalids with a pity that seems to suggest lost
potential? It would seem to be quantitative as well, leading to the
assessment that the young are more alive than the old, the healthy
than the infirm, and the sane and rational than the mentally
afflicted. Seeking a summation of what that yardstick must look
like, by which we separate the living from the moribund, it would
seem thus: the freedom to conceive thoughts relative to the common
world that we all perceive, and to enact those thoughts if we
choose to do so, combined whit a proclivity toward inventing such
thoughts, both often and variously. This distinction then also
separates the rich from the poor, the morally constricted from the
amoral, the waking man from the dreamer, the city-dweller from the
country man (because of the greater variety of possibilities), and
the contemplative from the reactionary. From this conception, the
most vivacious individual conceivable would be a male, due to the
preferences accorded by our culture, living in a culturally active
part of the world, of an accepted racial background, young,
wealthy, free from any burden of religious duty, intelligent,
somewhat philosophical (but not morosely so), in perfect health,
strong, energetic, virile, abiding in the heart of an active
metropolis, and with every door of opportunity open to him. This
also implies acceptance by his social group, the approbation of the
many, good breeding and family, and an excellent reputation. Such a
man would see the world as his oyster, and we consider him so full
of life, that our envy would provoke considerable opposition to his
progress; although of course he would affably overcome that,
palliating us such that we would actually support him, and continue
his rise to pre-eminence. With this is mind, the exact opposite —
the dead among the dead — would resemble a poor, old man or woman,
afflicted with some debilitating condition, and forgotten by the
world. So dead, in fact, that society has ceased to regard them,
and even their infrequent visitors — perhaps family caught in the
trap of duty — look on with lugubrious eyes, counting the days they
might have remaining. Such is the fallacy recorded by our culture,
who consider that the body is the key to the purpose of life.