Emotional memory
Mon, 01 Jan 1996 Filed in:
Journal
What if memory is really an emotional
process? For example, when I thought to recall the word “atavism”,
it didn’t take very long for the memory to come that it is going
back to the forefathers, or a directional intention back to
origins. But, the reason for my remembering that doesn’t seem to be
due to any analytical process, or any actual selection of the
memory; but very very far in the background I have the dim sense of
the emotion from when I learned the word. So hearing that word
triggers the emotion, and then feeling the emotion it’s almost like
a momentary reliving of it. And in that reliving I have a sense
that fits that impression, and the form of that sense is the
definition. Almost as if it were an ideograph imprinted upon my
emotional memory. I have the emotional stimulation, and then the
most adept description of that stimulation is the sense of going
back to the forefathers. In that sense our memory and our entire
lexicon of knowledge, would represent sort of holistically our
emotional imprinting through life, and be reflective of our
personality — or at least the character of the experiences we’ve
had. But is there some way that advantage can be taken of that if
it’s true, in order to improve memory, or to take advantage of the
mind’s system of recall? Because I don’t ever remember studying, or
trying to remember what atavism is — although I may have looked it
up more than once or twice — but what about all the other words
that I know, that I only looked at momentarily? Could recall be at
related to a sensitivity to emotional context? In parallel with the
mind being emotively driven with respect to memory, I would
believe, that the same reason why a person does not like going to
certain place, or going to a certain house because it feels odd to
them, or doesn’t sit right with the flavor of spirit that they
have: that this is the same thing which causes them to avoid
certain lines of thought. That patterns or categories of thoughts
can have a “homey” feeling, just like one’s own home or home-town,
while another town across the way can just feel weird, even though
it’s never been investigated. But that foreignness keeps the mind
from wanting to get near to it.