Dream of another life
Sat, 27 Aug 2005 Filed in:
Journal
In a dream I was climbing a long
tower. I asked, “Where are we going?” and people said: “To see the
Christ.” It was a broad tower with a spiral staircase in the wall —
something like a lighthouse. As I neared the top, a feeling began
to come over me. It was a kind of joy that reached fingers through
my body. At the end of the stairs I saw what looked like a picture
frame, or a small mirror. This, I understood, was Christ’s reality.
People were approaching the mirror and disappearing as they touched
it. They were being transported to another world. As I walked
toward the mirror, my feeling of joy became overwhelming. It was
more intense than anything I had ever felt before. Meanwhile, in
the distance, I heard someone sobbing. I drew closer and became
intoxicated; closer and I began to fade and glow. At the same time,
the sobbing grew louder and more insistent. Touching the mirror, I
knew, would transport me into another life. I longed to reach it,
but someone near me was in pain. What was happening? At that moment
I awoke and found that it was I, myself, who was crying… I wonder
if my body could not endure the revelation. It was begging me not
to touch the mirror. Ever since, this image comes to mind when I
think about the “next life” — which in a sense is found when we
die, and in another by our recognition of Him.